Hiatus

Well I kind of went on a two month hiatus, not from my lifestyle change but from my documentation routine. I had a lot of up a few here and down a few here on the scale and at one point didn’t go to the gym for 3 weeks in a row! I know….terrible behavior. However, I think I needed it, I am currently 85 lbs down and feeling and looking better than ever. I had some true moments of happiness and bliss during that time that really helped me grow as an individual and a person emotionally. I feel more at peace with myself and my life at the moment. While my body is not where I want it to be as my final goal, at the moment I am very happy with my progress. I made it through the food holiday resulting in a 1.8 lb gain that I am fairly confident I can lose by tomorrow or the next day. I have come to the realization that I want to put myself out there more and do more things because I deserve it and I am actually quite a catch. I don’t need to sit at home in my pjs thinking about all the fun I could be having if I was just at my goal weight. I am happy with my body today and grateful to have made the changes I have made. These two pictures are a little under a year apart:img_6618-2 I am thankful to feel wonderful when I wake up in the morning and to always look forward in my life changing endeavor. I wear less makeup now and often I am in a better mood. Food doesn’t have the same kind of hold over me as it used to, I don’t feel the need to have it or miss it. I look forward to the rest of my journey because in a way it has just begun.